Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before
I have been married 30 years to a man who fell apart one day at a time. He controls all the money and my life. When I left for one year he turned his poison on our children, convincing them they are all just like him. So I moved back to save my kids. I say its like living in a tv and he is the one who picks what show we are each day. I feel trapped,sad and mostly I feel regret that at 50 I have used up my life trying to make someone else accept ME and love ME when it will never happen. A bpd can never put you first, never make you the center of their world. Your biggest battle is not to get so far in the web you lose yourself and who you are.
ReplyDeleteFor the love poems I wrote before and after. I write this today to bring ME some laughter.
ReplyDeleteI may've been stung. I might feel rejected.
Incredibly hurt and so disrespected.
I do feel great loss. I did fall apart.
You did break my mind, my soul and my heart.
It meant so much to me. If you only knew.
But your just a fraud who hasnt a clue.
You cant win this war. You already failed.
You're just whore and this ship has sailed.
I'm the good guy and I'm sorry you're sick.
I pity you now while you turn free tricks.
Running in circles its really quite sad.
Just tell the truth and it wouldnt end bad.
But thats not your style its no fun for you.
So cast your fake smile and do what you do.
I'm growing right now and soon I will heal.
My heart ache will pass but you'll never be real.
by Biff Washington
I think it's safe to say, the pain for me is done
ReplyDeleteI see life a whole new way and I've stepped in to the sun.
My best days lay ahead, my troubles they are few
The sadness that remains, is pain I feel for you
Your actions did degrate me and the lies drove me insane
I know I suffered greatly from the bomb dropped in my brain
All of that's now over, but still I miss my friend
All the things I told her, couldn't help her torn heart mend
I hope it does someday and we again walk on the sand
For this I'll always pray, I so miss holding her hand.